Okay, time to try this again.  I think before what my problem was that nothing was happening with me and thus nothing to really write about but the past year and this year have been a time of alot of personal growth for me.  I’m never going to be the person that I was, that girls gone now, but the one that’s growing in her place isn’t all that bad.  I’m not at 100% yet but I’m getting there. Day by day.